In the weirdest place of my life. Definitely the healthiest place I’ve ever been in. Working hard to better myself, excited to go back to school and apply myself, feelin good about lifestyle decisions and shit. It’s weird to have finally gotten to that place and then have my best friend die because it almost feels wrong to be doing so well when smaller things would have sent me in a downward spiral in the past. It’s just weird to have a dead best friend in general. Also weird cuz I’m excited to go back to chi but also really sad to leave home because it’s like leaving for college for the first time all over again only this time I’ve gotten way closer to my family so I’m even sadder to go. Blah blah lots of good, some bad, but overall just weird.